My current life in general...

Been working for the past 2 weeks. Sleeping less than 6 hours a day, I try to sleep more on the weekends. Works is ok as of now, but its a pressure cooker being in sales selling insurance. Really dun noe if I will last long at my current job. Looking forward to company training this coming week till end of the month. Really regret not taking leave to watch the World Cup finals.

Havn't been goin to church for months, not really commited to the cell now tat Pip has left. Feel really alone there. Juz last week, I felt I wasted my time goin there for a short while only to return a hour later. No yumcha, catchup session. I came, shared, listen to short teaching which I already knew. This coming from personally taking the time and the pains to read the Bible not only once but 4 times! I feel like cell here at SIB is becoming like tat of FGA. I have tis sense tat the leaders are being selfish some of the time, to me which is most of the time. I feel like coming to cell juz to make up the numbers. They only really call you juz to come for cell, there's nothing in between tat. No one really cares about your wellbeing or what you are goin tru week in-week out.

Whats important to me in cell is the warmth, the fellowship with one another, having of meals with one another, taking a profound interest in each and every one of the members lives. If we dun haf tis, how else would we be able to spread the good news? For isnt the greatest of all is love? "There's no love greater than a brother/sister willing to lay down his life for another" - John 15:13.

Still much to rant about but gotta rest, work beckons tomoro!